rabbit. from yujin13. (clouds) by yujin13

the use of silence is performed so eloquently.
i try to speak but something's stopping me.
questions arise of whether this is right
or if i need to try
or run away from everything inside.

i know already what you're going to say.
my rebuttal is prepared.
a fitting alibi. a convenient reply.
and if you cannot find forgiveness for my crime
one last apology to send into a cloudy sky.

all i have of us are objects that meant everything to me.
don't know why i have them ; always wondered why.
holding the images of lifetimes right before my very eyes,
the tears fall out ; the taste of salt upon my mouth.

the ones i love, they ask if everything's okay.
i smile and i say, "everything's okay."
i don't know why i lie. it hurts inside.
i keep you stored away ; a tiny pain.
a blanked draped over a lonely sky.

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