Family Curse from The Valiant by Semaj Spitz

Ay Why was I born in this?
Why do I feel like I’m subjected to the tormenting.
Why when I question about these things it’s so morbiding
I be tryna loosen up but stress is so form-fitting.
It’s holding me down, Like a friend; but not holding me down.
I try to keep my pride in check; the payments slowing me down.
Sometimes I feel like I’m the best and I be holding the crown.
Other times I’m just a wreck , and I be low to the ground.
I guess,
I rather kiss the grass than ever try to kiss yo a**
I tell myself that way of thinking’s gonna hurt me bad.
You see the people all around you. Yeah you know what’s sad?
You supposed to be a leader. You somebody’s dad.
You can’t put in all in vain, you gotta put them first.
That means waking up early, & leaving late from work.
Dealing with people even tho you don’t want to!
I swear I think about punching ever last single jerk

You gotta put the family first.
Please destroy the family curse.

I be tryna lay low
I be tryna make growth
I be tryna speak His words .
Everything He say Go.
It’s a girl in my DM’s right now that I don’t know.
Satan knows I got a type. But my wife is at home.
And I can’t make the same mistakes my dad did to us.
That’ll be real ridiculous. Gotta be meticulous
Gotta be ready to cut my thing off if ya boy give in to lust.
Discernment is a must. In Messiah is who I trust.

You gotta put the family first.
Please destroy the family curse.

Man I swear everyday, everyday is a battle.
But I’m shedding that old man now I’m losing my shadow.
I be tryna stay pure & walk as straight as an arrow.
But not too sharp with my words cuz the tongue is unrattled.
See I’m a child of light, I be running in the night
I learned how to fight the fight, & walk by faith and not by sight
Be the salty spice of life, preserve the perishing with the light. All these things I learned from Christ. Love Him with all my might.

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