Self-Loathing by Widower

i dug myself
dug myself a deeper hole
there's nothing left inside of me
the gasoline on my skin is my fiend
you can watch me burn but i won't bleed
when i leave this earth i won't feel a thing
this body isn't mine
just something that I'm using
to spread my fear and hostility
my mind's a fucking prison
when can i break the locks
find me trapped beneath the bars around my heart
every feeling i've ever felt was cursed from the start
let me die by myself
because i think i'd like to slip away
leave me to rot on my own
i think I'm sick of myself
maybe I'm sick and tired of everyone else
i'd like to dream without feeling the pain and the hate
i am suffering
inside the remnants of my walls
my heart has turned to stone
i haunt the dreams of the ones who sleep
with my thoughts and my memories
if my words are never heard my thoughts will never be cured
i've embraced the ghosts that haunt my mind
leave me alone to rot on my own
i think I'm sick of myself
maybe I'm sick and tired of everyone else
i'd like to dream without feeling the pain and the hate
i am suffering

Midwest Melodic Hardcore

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