Loser from Identity Crisis by Tuesday X
Tracklist
| 6. | Loser | 3:32 |
Lyrics
Don't trust those thoughts about yourself past 9 at night
That shit ain't right
I think your brain is getting fried
Too much exposure to blue light
The stimulation is entertaining for a bit
Then it will start to make you sick
Just put it down for a minute
I remember playing outside before the internet
Usually unsupervised in a sketchy neighborhood
My mom was busy working
And dad was getting stoned
And I was waiting my turn to play on the N64
There was this one fucked up time
I think I was about 9
These kids tied me to a post at the end of July
Didn't know what they were gonna do
But I was in for a surprise
They spread my legs and started kicking my groin
What could I do?
It's just boys being boys
I tried to tell on them later
and no one believed me
I just get branded as a Liar
But I know what I've seen man
Don't get me started on teachers
Got a list of all the ones who did me wrong
from kindergarten to senior
You're plastic like Velveeta
Gotta hope I never see ya
Or else I'll come down on you
like the Romans did to Caesar
So how're we gonna spin this?
It ain't no one's fucking business
Don't wanna witness whatever comes next
So get the fuck out of my way
Don't wanna step on your neck
High School? No problem
My gas? Top Dollar
One more thing
How's that reputation looking these days?
Gotta save face
if you want a good place in the race
like Mario Kart
'Cause one day you're gonna look back
and you're gonna ask yourself
Am I the kind of guy who's gonna get called up?
Can I get bailed out if I get locked up?
Somewhere to stay if I'm fucked up?
Will I ever get to fall in love?
Am I just a loser? User? Drug abuser?
Drink until my liver shrinks so I can try to feel something
All I ever feel is nothing
Gotta be fucked up on something
Tired of feeling ostracized all the time
I could never fall in line
And you're gonna make it my problem?
Bitch, why would you even bother?
I'm not worth the time of day
Just take a page from my Father
Got some new rules
Got some nice jewels
Trying to live my best life
Who gives a fuck about high school?
Thought I had some kin
But I was lame
and always rode the line between fitting in and not
Always saying shit like, "I'm so cool"
Bet you're not
I'm from the North
You know I like my women cold not hot
Passive aggressive Queen
Don't tell me what you mean
Always with the silent treatment
Bet you're gonna make me scream
