Sometimes from Open by Tom Ussher
A bit of spoken word nonsense I wrote while waiting for a train in 2012, I remember it pretty well, at Stratford in London. I've always written on the go, loads of my lyrics are written on a bus or train, or at work.
It's just about how I feel sometimes, I can't exactly explain it all that well, but sometimes I just feel this way.
Tracklist
| 8. | Sometimes | 1:37 |
Lyrics
Sometimes I just wanna die
Not quite sure why, but the world feels dark behind my eyes
If you could see, if you could feel, all the things I hide inside my lie
I could show but then you'd know, everything I loathe inside
I die, diversify and liberate myself so I might believe
And see, rebuild and finally be me...
Sometimes I just wanna fight
And rend and maim and hate and kill
If I could teach the world my life
They would see my lack of light
Inside, deep inside where it's real dark
All my demons spawn to one
If I could teach myself to love
I might cripple my demon spawn
And hope that my life could grow and flow
And finally feel like mine...
If I could only pull this trigger
My hateful existence would no more linger
No more secrets, no more pain, in vain
Existence is just that.
In vain...
Credits
License
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My name is Tom Ussher, I'm a singer/songwriter from London, England. I spent the last 11 years playing in rock and metal bands, mostly as the singer/guitar player for Tyrian and the drummer for The Cockrockets, after playing nothing but angry music for so long I had a huge backlog of songs that weren't metal and I really wanted to record and release them, two years later and here I am!