Learning from Learning by Empty Space

I wonder about my bouts of depression
Am I learning and is this a lesson
I'm wondering down, my feet hit the ground
I'm looking nowhere I don't hear a sound
Trying to find if this means anything
I smoke so much it's harder to sing
Anxiety crushes my longs many ways
I try to breath, but I can not somedays

I can't stay on topic like it's a bad dream
My mind wanders far from the mental stream
Paddling down on my own canoe
Eternally lost from my point of view
Laying around wondering why nothing happens
Starting to feel like I've been trapped in
A mental rut making all the doors shut
I wonder when I'll decide to wake up

I want to learn
How to be alive
I want to feel
The will to survive
I want to learn
How to be alive
I want to feel
The will to survive

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