The Sadist/ from BLEAK by The Green Leaves

You were God's great gift to the world, and I was
the only one who saw it
I exist in a place where the only contentedness is
found in discontent.
Tossed around, side to side
I would have loved you
Until the end of days.
I would have taken care of you
Until the end of days.
Anything you ever needed, or wanted me to do,
I would have done it
Without a single question.
But that never meant a single thing to you.
Remember when I would draw hearts on your hand?
I'm getting sidetracked again.
You were my best friend, the last one I'd expect
to abandon me.
Can you not see the blood on your floor?
From every time you gutted me, and tore my
heart from my core.
Put it back, but not quite in the right place.
You've always been sweet, but bitter is the taste that
you've left in my mouth, and a cloud over my head
where you once placed a crown.
When you look at me, what do you see?
Am I a peasant, or am I a king?
In this life, this world, there is only suffering.
Happiness, like all things, is fleeting.
How could you do this to me again?
I understand now, you are the sadist.
I have a feeling that you liked it.
You've actually got me thinking that you loved it.
I know now that you love inflicting pain and causing
me to suffer more than you ever loved me.

• Metal
• ambient
• death metal
• slam
• slambient
• Fort Wayne