Mary Beth from El Pea by The Beautiful Down

Don't want to talk of being left aside,
Don't want to tell you what is on my mind again.
You're guilty, too.
I can't stand to be alone with you.
I can't stand to be alone without you
I'm guilty, too
You are all that is on my mind
And every time you are on my mind I fall apart

Why can't I be like you and just get over it?
Make you feel like I do, so you'll cry over me.

I hate looking at your photograph,
Sometimes it's the only thing that keeps me warm
I train myself to say it's over now,
but I can never bring myself to tell the truth,
I've lied to you.
I've always wonder what could have been.
I want to find a way so we could be us again, my friend.

Why do I think of you, when it just drags me down?
Why did I lose you then, when you're all I need now?

I will never cease to feel for you,
love or hate it is all the same to me,
just wait and see.
Whenever someone mentions me your name
I'll change the subject and I'll hide my head in shame.
Do you do the same?
I will always think of you, my friend.
And I will always pray that we could be again, more than friends.

Why can't I be like you and just get over it?
Make you feel like I do, so you'll cry over me.
Why do I think of you, when it just drags me down?
Why did I lose you then when you're all I need now?

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