i'm sorry from therapy session by thanks for coming

you are just somebody i can blame when i am tired
i'm not tired but i'll blame you anyways
you are just the barrier between the mirror and my fist
you scream that it hurts and i yell goddamn i missed
i'm not a poem i'm just a pile of crooked bones
i've learned to be lonely you don't need to be alone
you are just somebody i can blame when i am tired
and yeah i'm tired but that doesn't make it right

these words are the bruises on my rib cage
when i forget to breathe
and this is the point in my life when i realize
i'm just one big apology

this is just something i can hurt when i am angry
i'm not angry but i'll hurt it anyways
there's comfort under covers where the world can't reach
and in scratches on my wrist that i've made purposely
you say self hatred can be cured but i'm just not trying
i take showers hoping they'll drown out the crying
this is just something i can hurt when i am angry
and yeah i'm angry but that doesn't make it okay

these words are the bruises on my rib cage
when i forget to breathe
and this is the point in my life when i realize
i'm just one big apology

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