perfect award by teaming in chess

I began working on this album around January 2025. At first, the vision was unclear, but a theme emerged. Self loathing. Self loathing through my eyes, your eyes, a dead pessimist philosopher’s eyes, the eyes of some random girl on youtube, etc.
Each song was a product of spontaneous composition, meaning I didn’t totally improvise each song, but I didn’t orchestrate it either. I would record each part and come up with a complimentary idea. This is a pretty shitty and isolating way of writing music but i’m glad i discovered the results. I had to stop writing/recording this album because its themes were getting to shitty compared to my life which is *hopefully* de-shitifying itself.

Thanks to: Parents, Bosa, Daniel Martin-McCormick, Amanda MacKaye, Chris Richards, Birth (Defects), Dan Paris, 61, Carly, Soda Pop, Trip, Darian, Amy, and Spherical Mutations

teaming in chess creates music for himself. (but if you wanna hear it, he's not stoping you)