Eternal Sunshine from OK, BELOVEDS by Team Bright

Eternal Sunshine

It’s not that I’m not grateful, I'm aware of earthly changes
It’s not that I’m not grateful, to be going home at last

it’s that I can’t quite forget the past
and your silence wasn’t always golden
I don’t know if I can unbreak a broken heart
at least not to where I feel whole again

It’s not that I can’t feel you in your light soaked mountain ranges
It’s not that I don’t smile when the aspens turn to amber flames

It’s that I can’t quite forget who passed
and I thought passage was my purpose
I mourned all the mornings that passed away
as if it was my service

Believe me, you can hold on tight to the light
and still wake up weeping in the night
you can feel your heart give way to all the love
and still feel like a long-lost missing glove

it’s not that I’m not faithful, I hear your music inside of mine
It’s not that I’m not longing, to put my troubles out of mind

But for those I lost and cannot find,
I just can’t quite sleep easy
I just can’t quite be be a spotless mind
even in your eternal sunshine

Believe me, you can hunker down in the dark
and still flare out with laughter’s little sparks
you can give up hope on ever finding love
then find yourself like your own lost matching glove

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