idk from idk by sarya

every little decision
alters our existence

how are we suppose to know
what is right and what is wrong anymore

every little thing
puts me in a state of complete anxiety
undeniably
i want to leave
living is such a chore

but i should confess
while i lie on the floor

i don’t know what i can do,
but i know there is more

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every little obsession
grows into a cyst of
unrealistic expectation

why did i even bother
to walk out the door

what does it mean?
what am i even here for?

i don’t know what i can do,
but i know there is more

--

so it goes
who knows
who knows

will we ever change and grow

so it goes
who knows
who knows

will i ever regret what i chose?

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every memory
cuts me inside
a deep hole inside my chest

did i already get
the best of the best in this short life?

is it worth the struggle and the strife?
what is stopping me from taking a knife?

i don’t what i can do
but i know there’s more

i don’t what i can do
but i know there is more

but i know there is so much more

• Alternative
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