Luminescence from Sungazing by Sungazing

there’s a winter lake in my heart
Still surface reflecting heaven's stars
moving silent and slow
Moving just to stay alive
you’re angel drowning like a moth to the flame, a teenage idol suffering for the fame, to stay cool

I can’t take responsibility
its all these memories, always haunting me,
Like something lurking up from the empty deep,
It’s all these memories, like submarines

she’s ancient at nineteen
tissues and stack of magazines
Faded issues stacked on your tv I know you’ve been watching me through that screen wishing my door was open, my window unlocked
But they're not
this time
i'll leave you waiting outside


I can’t take responsibility
It’s all these memories, always haunting me
Like something lurking up from the empty deep,
its all these memories, like submarines

we’re all so poorly defined
Unreachable truths, a flaw in your design, i guess Gödel was right
Suddenly my chest is tight with retrospective anxiety,
as I look you in the eye, and say that i'm fine

Yeah it's fine, I know it's not my time

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