Oceans by Subject Zero

Pull me deep in your ocean, drown me in your touch
Let me show you devotion, let me light you up
I just wanna show you the depths of my life
Pull me in to your ocean, drown me in your love

I wanna know if it was worth it, hang me out to dry like I'm worthless
Even after all the space that I gave you a sunflower simply doesn't grow in the shade
I'm finding new ways to handle all this pain
Barely eaten for days maybe I can try and sleep it all away
But the memories follow me in all my dreams
Try to find myself again in this reality

I felt like a ghost for the past two months
But I don't live in a graveyard, I live in this home that built for ourselves that you ran away from
And I don't know how to deal with it except for right a song
I could drown all my sorrows in peace
Or take a bunch of pills, close my eyes and fade away in to a dream
But I've been there done that I don't wanna go back to the time where I was just maniac

And I still think of the times that I brought life to your eyes
Drowning in all the feelings I tried to keep inside
And I wish I could hold you, just hold you one more time
But the worst part of all is I never said goodbye

Pull me deep to your ocean, drown me in your touch
Let me show you devotion, let me light you up
I just wanna show you the depths of my life
Pull me in to your ocean, drown me in your love

Yeah, I knew I had a part to play in it
Letting all of my addictions get the best of me
You were with me through the best times, worst times, sick times, dark times
Always there by my side
I tried to be there for you too when you had to move
Gritted all of my teeth because you said that's what you had to do
Begged to you please just wait another day
Please wait till October, please just hang on until May
But it had to be today, no it cannot be this way
Helped you pack up all your S**t on my 26th birthday
And I swallowed the resentment of living in this torment that I put myself through all because of you
All I ever really wanted was to feel like cared about the times I could've run away but I stayed
And after everything I gave I'm left in a dark place
And you couldn't even break my heart to my face

And I still think of the times that I brought life to your eyes
But it wasn't enough, no you chose to run and hide
And I wish I could hate you, and leave this all behind
But I can't let you go no matter how hard I try

Pull me deep to your ocean, drown me in your touch
Let me show you devotion, let me light you up
I just wanna show you the depths of my life
Pull me in to your ocean, drown me in your love

• Hip Hop
• Metal
• Rap
• Tamworth