Friendly from Buddy by Stay Mad

and I’m running out
feet cold sweat in the grass
maybe you gave it all you had
but now the best of you is left
what is this about
I know things happen for a reason
don’t let me try to reason with a doubt

I wanna be a good person
and work on my patience

thinking of you again
someone pinch me I must be dreaming
my body’s numbing out and I’m crying again

I had your letters on my floor
with their pages scribbled intently
I crumple them up
I don’t need to know exactly
what it takes to get me started
and more to keep me going
I can’t understand

I don’t even know him
but he’s the main character in my dreams
I’m scrolling too far back
and testing my limits
how many years will it take this time

I know things happen for a reason
will you let me know the reason this time

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