Evade from Buddy by Stay Mad

I never thought that this would take
so long to digest
and it sometimes feels like it never would
cuz when I see your face
It’s as if nothing’s ever good

talking about you in my therapy
to see if I was wrong
to make the same decisions
I told you I never would

but…

buddy, I love you
thinking about you
trying hard to forget
I’m screaming with laughter
it’s a disaster
I’m driving around in my head

cuz I’m frayed out
my heart splayed out
and I don’t know what I could do
and you keep on
my dreams repeat on
and I’m trying hard to reduce them

I’m fine
it’s fine

these chances don’t come all the time
but is it worth it every time they do
these chances don’t come all the time

I was wrong
and I crossed a line
but these things are consequential
we both know it’s never black and white

pack it all up to rewind
It’s easier than compromise
the reinventing all the time
and I told you it was over but
I knew that it had just begun

let me let go

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