Controlled by Spoils Of Grace
This is about becoming emotionally unavailable to the point in which you couldn't even feel something if you tried. Increasingly isolated and controlled by rage and fear each day.
This song is dedicated to the memory of Kerry Beauchesne. May you rest in power my dear friend and brother.
Tracklist
| 1. | Controlled | 4:19 |
Lyrics
I could sit right here with you
as the sun rests in the sky
and i will be so far away
this well of tears is running dry.
Sometimes, when I look in my reflection I realize I was never really real to begin with.
This hate controls me (it controls me)
This rage controls me (it controls me)
This fear controls me (it controls me)...
And it makes me do things i don't wanna do
This hate controls me (it controls me)
This rage controls me (it controls me)
This fear controls me (it controls me)...
Credits
all music written an produced by Darrell Sharp
recorded mixed and mastered by Darrell Sharp at Dark Starchasm Studios 2022.
(c) Dark StarChasm Noise Theories 2022
License
All rights reserved.
Industrial... dark and experimental.. Made in isolation. And in heartbroken, paranoid, and anxious states of being.