♥snuff★film♥ from ♥demos!!♥ by Soviet Science Fair

why the hell am i stuck here when ur so far away
i could list all the reasons im living
but rn it seems like theres not much to say
ill climb into my spaceship n fly into the sun
tell me all abt how lifes worth living
while i think of cursing but i bite my tongue

i just feel like im worthless and we were all born to die
and these chemicals rushing thru my head
are teaching me where we all came from and why

i ate out of the garbage and it tasted like dirt
throw the cinderblock in thru the window
and watch me unbutton my button up shirt
jacking off to a snuff film and just hoping we'll die
makes me realize just how much i actually
never ever actually want us to die
wont u take all my nightmares and replace them w dreams
about stupidly fake happy endings
remind me what all of this means
blend me into a liquid
pump me into ur vein
hold me and tell me that we'll be alright
till it drives me completely insane

• LGBT
• Pop
• emo
• lo-fi
• pretty
• Albuquerque