Pattern by Sophie Colette

You’re still in love with her, I know
Incapable of loving me, I’ll go

Did you mean to show me the tears
Behind your darkness
Did you mean to leave me in shadows
Of your silence

I lie awake and cry deep inside
I’ll fake a smile so you can’t see
That I’ve been crying through the nite
This pattern happens all the time
I’ll break the cycle
I’m gonna find a way
To leave the hurt behind

The spirit’s broken down again
Another healing year begins

Did you mean to keep me this close
But keep your distance
Did you only see me
Reflecting lonely conscience

I lie awake and cry deep inside
I’ll fake a smile so you can’t see
That I’ve been crying through the nite
This pattern happens all the time
I’ll break the cycle
I’m gonna find a way
To leave the hurt behind

I fall too hard too fast
For the same souls, different masks
Will the pain ever fade away
If I’m searching for the next heartache

I cry deep inside
I’ll fake a smile so you can’t see
That I’ve been crying through the nite
This pattern happens all the time
I’ll break the cycle
I’m gonna find a way
To leave the hurt behind

I lie awake and cry deep inside
I’ll fake a smile so you can’t see
That I’ve been crying through the nite
This pattern happens all the time
I’ll break the cycle
I’m gonna find a way
To leave the hurt behind

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