aundebt by sonja berlin-jones

This is a bit too obvious a way to start again and erase the drift into that recent tendency of trying to be liked. Yes this is noisy and repetitive and unpleasant and it would have been better if it'd been very very quiet. Plenty of time for that. This isn't a step forward for me - it's much more a step backwards - back to when things were very wobbly and there was no one and nothing and having nothing to care about was so very freeing and will be again.

recorded today, painting by me, today

nothing is distorted, nothing is wrong