Demo 2009 by Somnia

I have struggled, for as long as i can remember, with depression and anxiety. I have been on countless medication, had countless diagnosis', done the therapy, tried it all. In the end, the only thing has ever helped is music. These types of songs don't fit in any of the band I am or ever have been in, so i recorded them myself in order to extract the pain inside.

I have never been very good at life. I despise most things, and everything seems stupid and pointless to me. For all intents and purposes, I can be pretty joyless in life. Music is the only thing that has ever mattered.

This is the audio equivalent of leaving a wound open to drain the infection.