Anxiety from Doing Fine by Skin Crawl

What have I done to get myself here
Fallen in a trap of irrational fear again
A padded room inside my head
A straight jacket of delusion
Nowhere to run as it follows
Nowhere to hide as I wallow
Nowhere to rest my head as it stabs me in the back again
When the walls collapse I'll be the only one inside to watch as they cave in
Tear down the walls of this prison
Where the prisoners are the victims

And you'd think
It's not so complicated
But I see

These walls have eyes, but they talk as harsh as they judge
Alone in a crowded room
I'd rather fade away then crash and burn
Or at least I thought I would
But not anymore

I won't stand on the sidelines and watch my best days go by
I won't lay idle and kiss my peak years goodbye, cuz its time that I
Quit looking over my shoulder
Refuse to carry this weight any longer
And you'd think it isn't complicated
But you'd know the pain if you were bred this jaded

These walls have eyes, but they talk as harsh as they judge
Alone in a crowded room
I'd rather fade away then crash and burn
Or at least I thought I would
But not anymore

And it's sad, that I hung
On every word you
Said, and I thought
Your laughter was
Torment, in my head
I'd be better off
Dead, but I'm not
Not yet

• Deathcore
• Metal
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• alternative metal
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