Hyperbolic from CANCEL ESTATE by Seething Akira

I need the pain to prove that I’m alive on the days that I feel dead inside
I need the pain to prove that I’m alive on the days my brain's in overdrive

As I instigate an iller state, my inner faith incinerates
I need to wait but I can’t be late as my own fate disintegrates
My thoughts are hazy don’t keep me waiting anticipating better days
I keep on waiting and it’s getting later
I’m done with always changing now

Go go go you see the change then let me
Know know know I keep on sailing into seas unknown

Reality is sinking in, sinking in
I'm doing time on my life

This rage burns like a bonfire
And I’ve come to terms that’s exactly what you require
To see me hurt it's like your one desire
To see me fall would make you feel like you are so much higher
Forgiven many times but that is more fool me
Done with pleasantries refer to me from now on as the enemy
Done with seeking remedies eventually we’ll both agree
That is clearly it is just not meant to be
I need the pain just so I feel something
You used to be the light that would shine and would come guide me
Now I thrive into the darkness that’s left behind
And now the tyrant your decisions made thrives into the darkness I dive

I am terrified of this hyperbolic catastrophic state of mind.

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