i'm glad from RATROSE by Rivilin

its like i'm trying to swim with broken bones
you say i know i feel the same
you don't know my name, i'm gonna get known
you had to know i had to change

trying to make sense of this sick soul
you said that you have just been maimed
i tried to fix you, but you had to go
it makes me sad to see your face

struggle down down deep, i'm loosing sleep
restless eyes cant find any peace
pulled left to right, until i'm two
a painting, memories burnt straight through

try to carve me down but it dosn't work that way
scrapped art left abandoned, cast downed now decayed
i'm hanging by a thread, but i'm still here
playing shows with broken bones just to get my name known

cus i wanna be something, just someone,
to nobody else but just me
you wanna cut at my throat, leave me undone
it feels like your just gonna leave

repetition, my obsession, messes up everything
intermission, my decision, i just cant bear to see
sitting in a shallow grave, forgot to pray i lost my faith
in friendships and best friends, no it doesn't end

shattered glass, cut feet, on my knees, bleeding,
conscious leaving, brother screaming
constant fights with death i guess i'm lucky that i left
things wont work out the again, your know i always second guess

which is the real one and what is fake
whats the difference with dreams when all they do is just take
different parts of me, i'm sinking all between
i'm left with suicidal thoughts and an emptiness to just flee

again, again, again, and again, repetition, on itself, look at me, it doesn't end
sinking with a self made anxiety, casket closed, so lie to me,
would to take a look inside, and say its just alright to me

no you wouldn't, its all lies, nothing new, these scars no, no they wont hide
should i be honest for once in my life and say ye i'm just fine.

• Alternative
• Australia
• Brisbane
• Rap
• Trap
• alt rock
• alternative rap
• alternative rock
• cloud rap
• emorap
• hip hop
• rivilin
• sadrap
• Brisbane