Termite from Sisyphus Happy by ratstallion

Here I am
I’m all but lost to dreaming
Looping thoughts and
Chewing on their meaning

Play it back then back again
Fiction dressed as feeling
Mirrors of a million selves
When truth is just believing

Failing sleep
The shadow mind is teething
Gnawing slow
Swallowing repeating

I am starving I have termite brain
Intent to consume the roots and hope that it
Hope that it decays
Recite it right every night
Bite by bite like I used to pray
If god were up there I’d think she’d want
To give me a break

Play it back then back again
Fiction dressed as feeling
Mirrors of a million selves
When truth is just believing

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