November from Bloody Strings by Rabbit Rabbit

you would hurt me
and then I'd hurt you more
I wouldn't bat an eye
then cry at the notion
I swear that friends
like us will be the ones
to bring the world to its knees one day

you'd forgive me every time
take me back with open arms
though I'd far not visibly deserve it
and then that night
you said it wouldn't happen again
but it did
and I'd never been so happy

this is what
I left behind
along
with every other shred of myself
this is what
I turned my heels on
this sweet weird dynamic
it was driving me nuts

and now, barely being
and now, barely doing
cocooning for the barely now perceptible shift
this November,
it's finally gonna happen
I'll finally forgive you
I refuse to feel this way again

I can approach this new beginning
far more coolly than ever before
'cause I just remembered that being an adult
means you never get excited for anything anymore

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