Hellmas from HELLMAS (Album) by PJ CreepyDoll

Christmas tress and bright lights
Everyone seems to be having a good ol' time
Carols and songs being sung meanwhile I'm alone in this shadow of the dark
Tears trickling down, can't help but wish wish wish the festive music would stop
While everyone goes out to celebrate Christmas
Imma be inside crying out as my stupid memories welcome Hellmas

In the pits of hell I feel safe and warm
While you are out in the cold and waitin'for a child to be born
Ha, I call upon satan who awakes with the horrible jingling noise
Orders for Christmas to be put to a stop
Calls for the Hallows ever
While the crowds gather at Christmas
Imma be on my own as what creeps upon me is Hellmas

While you are surrounded by all your your friends and family
Imma be trapped with my depression and anxiety
As people go shopping and celebrate festivities
Imma hide away with my own comforts like tea
While you people have a great time at Christmas
Imma be trying to escape the flashbacks from the past and enjoying Hellmas

As you are having Christmas dinner
Imma be onto a winner
Children may dream of presents and snow
All I want is to be left alone
As everyone goes out to celebrate Christmas
Imma be inside crying out as my stupid memories welcome Hellmas

All getting excited and wiring for the new year
I'll be hoping I don't have a panic attack again when Hellmas comes near

• #acoustic
• Experimental
• Punk MC
• anti-christmas
• United Kingdom