Lilee Idol from Cosmic Horror by Pilot Technonomicon

I'd rather be a Rockstar
Started from the upper-middle class now I'm here
I wanna make it so far
That I can see my face on all the TV screens
That I used to lean
With my younger face
On the static electricity
Pretending it's an honest embrace

I wanna be an idol
Be a beauty guru on the front magazine
Mama can you help me
Be the type of person that will live off the dream
That I used to dream
In a younger place
Tell the world to tell me that I'm pretty please
Tell the world to make me famous, pretty please

I'm willing to tear out my own eyes
If it means that I get to have a life
Like the people on the pedestals above me
I'm an artist, I'm an actor
Just like Barbie,
I can be whatever the hell I like
And never live a normal life
It's like I'm 6 years old all over again

I wanna be a problem
Have the only person in the center be me
I want all of your spotlight
And tear away my branding for a brand new me
That I'd want to be
With a polished face
I want a world where only validation
Is the way that I can satiate
I wanna be the top star
Of every single drama and distraction you see
I wanna make you forget
Whatever slow decay is taking over your being
And I'll drain your love
And I'll drain your time
And I'll drain any personality
That isn't mine
That isn't mine..

LOVE ME
TELL ME THAT YOU LOVE ME
IM YOUR ONLY DOPAMINE
IN A WORLD WE ALL FUCKED UP
AND I CANT LIVE IF YOU DONT
LOVE ME
PLEASE TELL ME YOU LOVE ME
ITS MY ONLY SOURCE OF LIFE
CAUSE I WONT EVER KNOW
HOW TO LIVE WITHOUT A SHOW
ALL EYES ON ME
ALL EYES ON ME
ALL EYES ON ME
ALL EYES ON ME
ALL EYES ON ME
ALL EYES ON ME
ALL EYES ON ME

• Experimental
• Reno