Coyote from Family Picture by piercings

I'm locked in again
Staring at you from my place
Same stance since two thousand
Standing one thousand times
More alone with every moment
I think of you &
I'll be drowning in your pool
Full of summertime memories
Slowly graying faster than me
Now I know I can't stop thinking of a stranger
Now I know I miss a stranger
Now I know I know I know
You're the one I don't want
To want anymore. Wish I could
Stop wishing for more
Torn over reversals
Like nostalgic swoons
Crush me, your shoulders
The moonlight, before the world
Became itself again
Before I returned to being me
You kept me safely
You kept me safely
Harsh fall out of safety
Hurt to breathe separately
Lungs full of future
And now I know you
Now I know me
Now I know I'm far away
Now I know I am forever
Now I know I fucked it all up
Lost it right when I thought I had it
So now I don't try, I just give up
I guess we were a hiccup
Can't tell if it's good or bad luck
Now I know I don't know
Oh now I know I don't know
Nothing nothin nothing

• Experimental
• ableton
• hazypop
• lofi
• noise
• poetry
• United States