Grave from pandemonium by Pestarzt

it doesn't get any further
even if i try
everything slowly disappears
life pain suffering
every things numb
I do not leave a trail behind me
nor memories to be shared
I didn't want to harm anyone
nor to make them suffer
i am rotten in side
my body doesn't listen to me
there is no exit

as a road without end
I'm awake dreaming of a nightmares
experiencing the same pain
again and again
i don't have any of my own
I'm staying alone
abandoned by life
without trusting anyone

black thoughts split my head
Depression is boiling in me
closed in 4 walls
agony cuts me in parts

why is this way
don't I deserve something better?
I'm pretending to be deaf,
I don't want to hear it
To hear the honest answers
I neglect myself
left close ones
Hope that somebody will remember me
when my unmarked grave withers

• Punk
• crust
• dark shit
• hardcore
• hardcore punk
• plague
• Sombor