self-doubt from endorphin by permafriday

She says I'm so dependent, so she leaves me
I can only see her once a week
I guess I let my stupid mind deceive me:
I'm not a healthy person, I'm a freak
I just think four months is arbitrary
It might as well be longer, what's the rush?
This relationship's not ordinary
What's so wrong with craving someone's touch?

I can't speak
I move my mouth but nothing comes out
I feel weak
Exchange all my self-pity for self-doubt.

Next time, why don't you give me a warning
Don't just drop it on me like a bomb
I've got a lot of love, but now I'm mourning
I want you back before you're even gone

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