they from BOKKIE by PARTYGIRL

okay sorry so i had to go they/them
needed a break from that man shit
all your eyes tell the same secret
“i can’t tell you how i feel cuz i also don’t know”
well fuck baby, that makes it so reactive
in fucking and fighting and needs are either magic or stifling
and with my fucking disorganized attachment,
like riding roller coasters in thunderstorms

mm yes, it means fucking was exhilarating
and you took it like medicine, then vitamin supplements
where forgetting their purpose
means less and less the longer you take it
yeah of course i’m quite good
with all this pain you’re damn right i know pleasure

but baby, that’s not the point
guess what i’m saying is
they/them helped save me
because being with a man is crazy

but now you can call me bitch again
cuz she’s back and ready to complicate it,
like Ocean said

somewhere in a fantasy of mine
we do this aspirational poly
where our love is wrapped up in many
instead of just one another
but i can’t help wonder
if your gaze will fuck that up too
like my version of woman is hot until it’s uncomfortable

fucking thank you to they/them that kept me safe now i’m your ride or die ally changed to see it in every corner the way that man shit makes loving so complicated when you’re a complication to woman

guess what i’m saying is
they/them helped save me
because being with a man is crazy
but now you can call me bitch again
cuz she’s back and ready to complicate it,
like Ocean said

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