Selfish from Heirloom by Ornamental

I know I'm selfish
but i'll still buy you postcards on the way
I say I'm not ready for much but despite whatever I say
I don't know why you listen to me

took a train into the city
and I kept thinking I wish you'd explain yourself better
yourself better, yourself better
in my head

spent so many hours in the corner of that room talking to who
I rather the times in the summer
barely knowing you, crawling into your bed in the dark after work

and I thought of living in a museum
using all their teacups and trays
but I'd be lonely, i'd be lonely, i'd be lonely anyway

love is often a consolation contest for me
the world isn't what I thought it was when I was a little kid
and I don't know why I keep thinking of it

but I took a train into the city
and I kept thinking I wish you'd explain yourself better
yourself better, yourself better
in my head

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