July from Heirloom by Ornamental

Subliminally brewing a plan to find out all your secrets
where have you hidden the key?
allegedly construing many far fetched hidden meanings
in all words that you've said to me

I'm leaving soon
and you're smiling at me
yes I've never seemed to accept things as they are
I watched your shoes neatly lined up by the pantry
unlike mine imperfectly strewn

cutting out paper, checking the weather, biking and watching the moon
it's strange what comforts different people
the thoughtfulness simply exhumed

I'm leaving soon
and you're playing music
I find chaos in the silence and the comport in the traffic
I watched you threw your clothes in a basket all the way on the other side of the room

flowers growing through my eardrums out my eyeballs
and into someone's bedroom
we've been waiting so long to just be simply average
independently useful and new

I've bought so many disposable cameras
and I keep waiting for the first to develop
when I get them
I'll call you over
and we can open the envelope together

I'll dial your number
despite my abstract fear of phone calls
you'll answer the second time after you've peed
we'll watch some movies
talk about something disgusting while time passes faster than leaves

• Alternative
• dream pop
• indie folk
• lofi
• New Jersey