Panaconis Cemarae from Cramo by Older Friends

I watch myself grow
not like a child, though
more like a wastedump

I watch myself grow
not like a flower, though
but rather old and grey

Because I have to live
in your world
in a fever dream
from the poison you feed me

Because I have to live
in this cold world
and not the one I roamed
before I fell asleep

The life that claims
that it became
aware of itself
at some point
is at this point
barely as concious
as to claim itself aware

Because its drunk from its poison
and hostile towards itself

I'm hostile towards myself
'cause of the venom in my veins
'cause in your black and white world
not even grey is an option
and at the end of your rainbow
more waste awaits
just dump me there

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