𓆩♡𓆪 dear me 𓆩♡𓆪 from 𓆩♡𓆪 by ok seashells

dear me,

i think the thing with fantasy
its nice because it just cant be
whether its the girl next door
or the perfect guy you meet at 24

so i dream im far away
a suburb that doesnt exist
and i am just okay
anyway

i could be a millionaire
who lives alone and styles her hair
shes writing a book
you should take a look

or i could dream of being tall
and maybe all that acting helped me after all
theres an average girl i love, just cause we get along
we have a kid we named after our favorite song

oh right, im stuck here
im afraid that im allergic to fear
but thats just one thing i could change
too many notes for me to arrange

you get that? was it a pun?
or a metaphor? oh those are fun!
but i just dont believe this story's done (no no)

i could be sitting at a beach
a summer i dont have to teach
but thats no picture perfect day
the seashells there are just okay

this shore wont be enough for me
i miss when i could sail the sea
but what if all the waves inside of me
were free

to think, i could get on a plane
or maybe a ship since i dont like planes
and go to germany
or somewhere that has a lot of tea
and find a girl like me

but even she cant convince my dad
the left wing isnt all that bad
that middle ground wont always work
and spock needs more of captain kirk

the world is just so black and white and grey
we paint the colors our own way
...what was i gonna say...

probably somethin bout being me
which is hard cause im the one thing i cant see
oh, can i opt out of sociology?

sometimes i tell my friends
im soulless and pain never ends
but maybe thats only because
we never let our mind hit pause

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so now im trying something new
the dreams i have im thinking through
and sure some i would never say
but dreams dont just go away
and sure some i would never do
but parts of them i know are true
im not just what this world turned me into
rest, its time i finally find you

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