Careless from OK O'CLOCK by OK O'Clock

I don't blame you for falling
I blame me for not catching you
I was careless, oh so careless

I know you said that you would wait for me
How many excuses does it take for me to see
That I'm so careless
I'm so careless

And i know you probably hate me now
I never meant to lead you on
I suppose decision making was
The part where I went wrong

A lack of communication
I should have cleared up my position
But I never lied once
And when the consequences come
I hope you know that I'll stand up to them

I suppose I'll bounce from pseudo relationship to relationship
Because I'm too afraid to deal with the possibility of something ending it
Whether its me being a terrible person or my girlfriend at the time getting tired of all of this
I know things have a tendency to end abruptly and that's just way too dangerous
For me and my little world that I've started to rebuild in the ruins of my addictions mingled with innocence
I swear that I'm trying to not hurt people but I'm scared of drowning in my loneliness
So whatever you do, best not jump in, just throw me a few beers and a safety vest
I'll be less depressed next weekend

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