II. monster from febricitantem somnium by oh, raven girl
monster is about the inner stuggles of the protagonist. he calls himself a monster and he doesn't understand how he managed to get someone to love him.
i relate to this song heavily (and pretty much every song on this album) while i don't really hate myself, i still recognize that i am pretty flawed.
Tracklist
| 2. | II. monster | 4:54 |
Lyrics
do you ever want to skin yourself
and leave yourself exposed for the birds to peck at
cause i'm a monster and i don't deserve to live
cause i'm a nightmare and i don't understand how-
do you ever want to blow your brains out
and leave yourself exposed for the children to gawk at
cause i'm a monster and i don't deserve to live
cause i'm a nightmare and i don't understand how
you can stand my bullshit
and how you can love me, cause
i'm a mess, baby, i'm a mess
i'm a mess, baby, i'm a mess
i'm a mess, baby, i'm a mess
i'm a mess, baby, i'm a mess
i'm a mess, baby, i'm a mess
i'm a mess, baby, i'm a mess
i'm a mess, baby, i'm a mess
i'm a mess, baby, i'm a mess
Credits
License
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bloser is a progressive house / trance techno project created by travis hogan (also known as oh, raven girl)
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