inside from inside / interlude¹ by NULLISDEAD

I walked into the CVS
I’m talkin to myself
I live next to the city,
Yeah, I’m walkin by myself

I’m takin medication
I can feel it in my chest
Everything gets super fuzzy
I’m hoping for the best

It lives all up inside of me
I cannot really think
I never believe in myself
I now am on the brink

TRILLGAZE, it’s all in my thoughts
You can see it in my eyes
I’m never thinking for myself
I never really cry

Bought a Louis belt
I’m distracting myself
Purple beverage in my cup,
I’ll never ever tell

Huffing on black magic,
I call it jet fuel
I never have the discipline
I’ll never go to school

Sitting in my room all day
I surf in Counter-Strike
I’ll become the man I’ll hate
There is no hope now

I make my way to Nation’s
Yeah, I feel so fat
I got weights locked up in my chest
If it gets out I will crack

• Experimental
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