Parasite from PHOTOSYNTH by Night Chemistry

Shameless choices I made
Short circuited again
Shine the light in my eyes
Turn the truths into lies

Start it all as i wake
Say it’s something I made
Seek alone for the sin
See my bones through my skin

I can’t eat this emotion
That’s making me die in the process
Nothing is running in my bloodstream
At least I’ll be going out empty

I can try to distract it
But every day it only gains new tactics
To always make me fall back into it
I just can’t do it

It’s always alive, always awake, always a nightmare from night to day
Always a problem, never an answer, and while I sleep, it only eats at me faster
How are you feeling? How are you healing?
“I’m scared to say that I think nothing is happening”
“All I can say is, it’s just apart of me”
“Gotta adapt to everything that it wants from me”

I can’t eat this emotion
That’s making me die in the process
Nothing is running in my bloodstream
At least I’ll be going out empty

I can try to distract it
But every day it only gains new tactics
To always make me fall back into it
I just can’t do it

I tried to be stronger but the infection took over
I can’t take the pressure, I gave into the poison for pleasure

I can’t eat this emotion
That’s making me die in the process
Nothing is running in my bloodstream
At least I’ll be going out empty

I can try to distract it
But every day it only gains new tactics
To always make me fall back into it
I just can’t do it

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