bondage by janis lago

NYS#16

so i made this album called aftercare back in january
its been a while
so i tried bondage
long weeks spent overcreating, making too much
this was one of them
and i worry too much
shirking all my classes to focus on this
this miracle of sound
that i may hear and i may speak, it is a blessing
girls confuse me, i am one
hah, living this alone, im stuck in my room all the time
theres no void left for me to fill
this is a nihilism but it affirms me
somehow i will grow and somehow i will quit worrying
rest assured