Remain/Remains from Vision by neutralOneder

Take my time
Saying what is on my mind
These scenes I replay
even though they hurt me. . .
its worth it

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It was so easy to love you
Its hard to remember a time when i
when i wasn't thinking of you
It felt like eternity between our meetings,
but the beating of my heart it brought you back.

You hated the attachment.
My nearness felt like absence.
I dream of your touch.
Without it,
I’m hollow in my sadness too much.

Your joy was a habit,
Happiness felt tangible when i had it,
Its missed
I felt complete with my name on your lips.
enraptured by it.
Pure bliss

My body bleeds for yours.
The need.
The mark is missed.
Sickness from the heart,
When did the end begin to start?


Holding on
I know I'm doing something wrong.
I know I'm a burden,
a beast on your back,
I’m chaining your heels,
I’m keeping you trapped.

I can see it in your eye,
my mask can’t reach that high.

Your love for me has died. . .
Your love for me has died.


I cant reside in this dead love.
This house is not a home its a wasteland.
I can’t pretend its anything else,
Its rotting, nothing helps.

Any time i try and connect,
Its like I'm mouth to mouth to a corpse.
The only thing I'm feeling,
Is regret.
Is remorse.

So instead, we divorce ourselves from ever returning
to the places we used to find love.
Now, they're just a shell of us.

(I tried.)

• Electronic
• alt pop
• emo
• jazz influence
• queer
• Denton