birthright from hikiangel by moon moods

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hikiangel..

summer nights all alone in my room like
guess ill play some games until i see daylight
scrolling twitter with a sinking feeling that i cant fight
doomed 2 this life like a birthright
its not right hold my chest and it feels tight
yuno gasai yandere with a steel knife
scars on my body and they dont fade
no one ever sees me like that anyway..

i used 2 think i wanted 2 die in my bed
but now i know i wanna die under the stars
i felt myself pulled in by the sound of the lake
i wish i could erase all of my scars
its humiliating when im faced with my real life
and i think of how i acted
in the moment i feel so certain
but after i realize i overreacted

(do u like it?)

wish u could hold me
laying in my bed i feel so fucking lonely
how can i even do any of this better?
my moods always changing like the weather
wish u could hold me
never anyone else i want u only
why is it so hard for us 2 be together?
i love u and u treat me like whatever..

summer nights all alone in my room like
guess ill play some games until i see daylight
scrolling twitter with a sinking feeling that i cant fight
doomed 2 this life like a birthright
its not right hold my chest and it feels tight
yuno gasai yandere with a steel knife
scars on my body and they dont fade
no one ever sees me like that anyway

and i wish that i didnt have 2 grow up
its fucked up it makes me wanna throw up
its pathetic to being saying that at my age
its pathetic 2 be living like i do anyway
but ill never let it stop me
i dont care ill just do what makes me happy
but what if i cant find what that even is
what if i never get better then this?

i think its pretty likely...
but what else is there 2 do but keep living, u know?

hikiangel.. </3

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