Aurora from Sorry, Amoria... by Mock Surprise

Aurora

All my life I've been wrong
Don't know how to be strong
Overwhelmed, scared to death
The truth is hard to accept
There's no choice, there's no way
Nothing left for me to say
There's no God, there's no joy
I won't play, I'll destroy

The scenery is splendid
As I stare into the void
The enemy is ignorance
And I've always been ignored

I want to be a martyr
And stupidity is bliss
I want to feel disgusted
As I cease to exist

No, it isn't my fault
But it's just hard to care
I've failed to find the truth
So I guess I'll have to dare

I don't want to think now
Cuz I despise myself
I look down just to be sure
That there's no one else

Now I'm falling
Silently
My world was such a
Travesty
With petty lies and
Childish hate
So why's it so wrong
To escape?
I've left behind
The purple dawn
There's nothing new
Under the Sun
So why the tears and
Why the doubt?
There's no way back
There's no way out

This just terrifies me
It changes everything
I see the old world crumble
The one I built within

Now that nothing matters
I see what I will miss
Did I do the right thing?
Is it that bad to exist?

A life without a purpose...
And I'll just have to accept
That nothing's to be hated
And that nothing's really bad

Every word is empty
I know it's hard to care
Reality just banned me
I was never really there

All is changing
Violently
And this is not a
Victory
I feel no shame
I feel no doubt
And I embrace
The sole way out
The feelings fade
The burden drops
I'm finally free
There's no more stops
The memory of the
Purple dawn
Is fading too
It's almost gone
(It's gone)

I close my eyes
I see no light
Peace is black

I feel nothing
Time is dying
What lies ahead?

It's getting closer
I'm getting closer
It's almost over
It's almost over

Time is slower
So much slower
It's getting closer
It's getting...

Closer

No pain, black, plain
Warm, white inside
Is this it? There's
No way I am gone

Time will fill the gaping hole
There's no past, the world's a whole
Time has died, the world's no more
Emptiness will fill the hole
All is done and all is cold
Nothing's new and nothing's old
Words are empty, words are cold
There is nothing to be told
Nothing for me to behold

The promise lied,
It silenced me and
Dying was a
Travesty
The purple dawn is
Now all mine
Always at the
End of time
Every single
Memory
Will keep repeating
Endlessly
Cuz I've just paused time
I am all mine
All is nothing
Can't stop laughing
The light is above me
And I see the Sun is You

• Rock
• alternative metal
• alternative rock
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• indie rock
• post-hardcore
• progressive metal
• Cluj Napoca