This track is about the war between your rational brain and your emotional brain when experiencing heartbreak and grief. A year ago I was mourning over the loss of some friends and it was incredibly hard to deal with for months. You can have a normal day, wake up feeling okay, until something eventually triggers the pain and you start to fall into a spiral of sorrows. And you have to fight your way out of it for a long time. It can be kind of manic at a certain point, where all the frustration from feeling that awful, builds up, and you feel like you’re going crazy. Finding peace and letting go after heartbreak and loss is incredibly hard. This kind of chaotic relationship between the sorrows you feel and the will to fight yourself out of them is what I tried to represent in this track. I really hope you enjoy it!