Back Home from Hollow Embrace by Mayfield
Tracklist
| 3. | Back Home | 2:47 |
Lyrics
Don't look back. I don't tell myself enough. I just can't let this go. I don't know why I can't seem to balance it all. I guess it's just because I'm looking back. When I dive into these memories I come crawling back to rolling seas, and again I can't find ways to stay afloat. I can't stay afloat. Lay me down for good. Flashbacks take me back to the place that I want to be. I want to stay here. I come around every once in a while just to reassure myself this was real. I will stay permanently stained. I fought this demon before. He left me broken and torn apart. A piece of him still lives in me. Leeching my sanity. I just can’t let it eat away, so I refuse this slow decay. Caught in between the dream and the plan. I'm not the man I used wish I'd be. Leeching my fucking sanity. It’s been so long since I can say I felt at home. Sometimes I dream about the days when I was young, and wonder why everything had to go so wrong. I never planned for this, but then again I guess that no one really can. This life I live is always pulling on the pin. I'll never balance out these days of emptiness.
