Built Different from Built Different by Maya Mayhem
This song details my struggles to connect with other human beings, due to both my base neurodivergence and the fact that I am severely traumatized and my capacity for secure emotional connection is... damaged.
I often feel like an entirely different kind of human. It's painful and lonely.
I wish to connect, but it rarely works.
Tracklist
| 5. | Built Different | 3:51 |
Lyrics
a robot running
a different OS
a lonely machine
built on differing specs
noone understands me
and nobody gets
the way that I think
so I cannot connect
different system, a difference in mind
different hardware, a difference in kind
operating in its own way
unbeknownst to lookalikes
you look like me
you look like me
I'M NOT LIKE YOU!!!
you look like me
but I'm not like you
the wires don't fit
the buttons' won't click with me
you look like me
but I'm not like you
don't have the same specs
so we cannot connect, it seems
connection to no one
attachment to some
if I emulate to be like you (like you)
but it's just a mask
it's not me who you love
if I emulate to be like you (like you)
connection to no one
attachment to some
if I emulate to be like you (like you)
but it's just a mask
it's not me who you love
if I emulate to be like you (like you)
you look like me (you look like me)
but I'm not like you (I'm not like you)
the wires don't fit
the buttons' won't click with me
you look like me (you look like me)
but I'm not like you (I'm not like you)
don't have the same specs
so we cannot connect, it seems
you look like me (you look like me)
but I'm not like you (I'm not like you)
the wires don't fit
the buttons' won't click with me
you look like me (you look like me)
but I'm not like you (I'm not like you)
don't have the same specs
so we cannot connect, it seems
Credits
© Maya Mayhem
