Shock from GRIEF by MartyMartZ The Enigma

Verse 1
Ain’t no way this is happening it can’t be I read the message as many times as one can read but it can’t be coz I can’t see a world without the brightness you brought I hide in my room consumed in my fort consumed by my thoughts but I ran and I hid it we all suicidal but I can’t believe you did it just a kid it’s a shame you seen hell with your pain and fear I felt something was off when we recorded Crystal Tears but I just blew it off as my overthinking brain the suns fallen out the sky and I am drowning in rain. Hindsight is 2020 I guess I stress this shit hurts so bad too much to disgust. So much love to he’s siblings, father and his mother only knew him less than a year but I feel like I lost a brother so I can’t even fathom how you all must suffer the storm is rolling and the currents getting rougher. I don’t have the answers I don’t know what to say been a few months as I write this, but I’m stuck in that day and that shock don’t go away all that life you throw away I get it though I say I wish you didn’t go that way. Mama tell me to be healthy but she ain’t felt this she can’t help me. You were wealthy in the soul we will never fill this hole.
break
Verse 2
February, we recorded the video.
July, I went to your funeral.
It’s scary walking this city bro.
You died and now everything’s unusual.
Still can’t tell if I’m living in a bad dream.
Chill but I can’t so I yell let out a mad scream.
Hills that I turn into mountains for no reason.
Will left us here and now there’s nothing to believe in grieving is a process or so they say how I meant to be okay when you’re not here no way ain’t no way ain’t no way ain’t no way this is impossible please tell me that it failed, and he’s laid up in the hospital. I don’t know man just lie to me for a while shut the fuck up don’t tell me I’m in denial.

• Experimental
• Hip Hop
• Hip-Hop/Rap
• Hyperpop
• Jazz Rap
• Lyrical Rapper
• versatile
• Adelaide