Suffer (Softener) from Softener by Marilyn Venus

Everyday, I want what you have.
To know where you go when you die, and a feeling of comfort and safety.
The ability to smile after fucking me.
I feel like I’ll never find joy in life again,
Happy like the way you.

You can do whatever you want to me, maybe if I’m hurt enough, maybe if I suffer enough.
I’ll find the joy in life.
Maybe if I turn over in bed and see you,
you’ll be dead.

How can you love someone the way you love me and die right after.
Could your heart not handle me?

Kick me to the floor, and tell me to stay down or stay soft.
I should soften up, soften up or suffer.
Soften up or suffer.
I want to kill you.
I want to soften up.
I want to suffer.
You’re my softener, I want, I want, I want, I want, I want.

• Ambient
• dark
• drone
• liminal
• weirdcore
• Acworth