Anxiety Creepin from Mirror Mirror by Malloy

Verse 1:

Anxiety creepin
Makin me feel like I be goin up off the deep end
The road ahead steepens
I’m feelin a little weak but I know it’s no time for sleepin
My mind, it starts beepin
Notifyin me of danger but I know it’s speakin
A bunch of nonsense, I’m dense, but not that dense
I’m not a cretin, I’m seekin peace but I think I forgot the meanin…
Ain’t that a bitch, I be fiendin for something I can’t
Grasp, dreamin seems to be a real fuckin demon
Deception of perception, I want somethin that’s not yieldin
Shieldin me from the matter’s a platter of little green men
Aliens, makin derangement a pleasant evenin
If reality is true, who says that it’s really real then?
I’d rather take my chances with dreams as long as I’m breathin...


BRIDGE


Verse 2:

I got a cloud that weighs over me on my best days
And on my worst days the shit feels like a breast plate
Made out of metal, I can't settle down
So I tremble mentally, this kinda hell is the
Exact reason why I be holdin myself back, you see
Back in the early days I had an excuse
I didn’t what it was but now I'm not obtuse
Anymore, I got the full information
If I should use it or not, causes me much frustration
Contemplatin how to solve this shit
Will only make it multiply, it's not resolved with wit
It’s solved with resilience, and that kinda shit isn’t
Part of my brilliance, the silliness of this
Isn’t lost on me, feels like I'm fightin against a
Million man army, it can’t harm me
But it feels so dangerous...and I’m hatin it

• Hip-Hop/Rap
• alternative hip hop
• alternative rap
• east coast hip hop
• emo rap
• underground hip hop
• Philadelphia